Lie

Lie by David Cook. very powerful song to me. awesome meaning behind the song. gotta listen to it at least once. even if you're not a fan.

You whispered that you were getting tired,
Got a look in your eye,
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don't want to know I'm ok with this silence
It's truth that I don't want to hear

You're hiding regret in your smile
There's a storm in your eyes I've seen coming for awhile
Hold on to the past tense tonight
Don't say a word,
I'm ok with the quiet.
The truth is gonna change everything.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart,
Look me in the eye,
Lie, lie, lie.

Lie, lie, lie.

I know that there's no turning back.
If we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks.
Let's stay in the dark one more night.
Don't want to know I'm ok with the silence.
It's truth that I don't want to hear.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
So look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

Don't want to believe in this ending
Let the cameras roll on,
Keep pretending
Tomorrow's all wrong if you walk away
Just stay

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

So lie to me and tell me that we're gonna be ok
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the day
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

11 hrs

ahhh!! it's been a while....

no my exam is not over. yet. 11 hours to go to freedom. though i dun feel quite good bout it.

it suddenly struck me that tomorrow is the end of schooling life (i a bit slow one. must hit one). as in, it's really over. back in form 5, i knew there was a chance i'd enter form 6, thus, schooling life was never really over back then.

waking up at 6 in the morning, worrying bout my school uniform, everyone wearing the same outfit, being in the same class and seeing each other's crappy faces from 7 to 2, eating in class even when we're not allowed to... many many more...

it has been one heck of a journey. an awesome one indeed. one that I'd reminisce about when i'm down or lonely.

k enuff of emoing. called ester tadi. those arts class bastards are already celebrating. syok giler. karaoke babi.....

Betarians (and some Alphians), we're gonna be having LOADS of post exam activities. pls save up ur $$. i wont take no for an answer.

Punch out,
Nick

graduation

i'm supposed to do an emo post bout school ending, but I think I'll save that post for after STPM. can't write nice nice when i'm worried bout the exam.
we had our graduation day last Thursday, and I have to say i'm quite glad the school took the effort to do such an event. maybe it was a waste of time. but it was a good waste of time. hahaha. it felt awesome being together with friends one last moment. i told myself i'd probably cry during the last day of school, but well, there isn't exactly any last day, since most of the class are skipping school. there isnt any official last day! nabai. graduation day suppose to be happy. kenot nangis.
looking back at how I started, it has been quite a journey. who knew form 6 would be filled with drama. it feels like it was just yesterday I was mugging for the final year exam in lower 6. whereas now is the real deal.
there was an older friend of mine who told me back when i was in form 3, after PMR. he said, 'treasure the friends you have during form 4 and form 5. that few friends who you're close with are the ones who will continue to be close to you the rest of your life'. in a way, what he said was quite true. that handful of high school friends i have, we're still keeping in touch from time to time though not that often. life happened ma.
walau bagaimanapun, i feel that the friends I have in form 6, are the ones who I'll definitely be closer to for a very long time. i guess I've changed in many ways compared to the younger me back when I was 16 or 17. afterall, how I live my days now (18/19 yr old) is probably how I'll live my days for the rest of my life. what i'm trying to say is, the friends i made during this 1.5yrs are the ones who love me for who I am and there's just something behind the friendship that makes it strong. the essence of it. i have no idea how to say it. you gotta feel it!

I still sayang my ex-sfi friends dun worry. not like i'm trying to pinggirkan you all. alex tolong jangan emo ar. but you know, we've already been through a battle together (SPM) and now that we're in different paths, it's hard to relate our personal battles. whereas these assholes in form 6, we're going through the similar battle together. get my point? =S
you know, i'm just writing whatever comes to my mind. i think there's no flow to this post. i dun care. =P

oh and most of the pics i post from my camera ni. i havent received the pics from ester, cy and goh. lazy wanna wait dy. but my fault also la, i nv ask from them. ahaks.
and now i gotta go revise biology. cant wait for it to be over. hell yea. plus i decided to potong my rambut. yes this time it looks short. >_< stpm better be worth me cutting my hair.

Punch out,
Nick

woof~

i've been thinking of things to update but writer's block la. hahaha.

all i can say bout me currently is, i'm like 'BRING IT ON BITCH!!' in this case, the bitch is STPM, im excited that it's coming to an end, but also nervous la that i'm not fully prepared. but damn, it's been one heck of a journey. definitely gonna do an emo post days before bio paper. haha

last night i was a bit blue. stoning in front of comp. and i didnt wanna sleep first. cos i cudnt sleep (based on the previous night's experience). then i was browsing through facebook and i saw this photo.

then i came up with an ingenius idea to relief my stress and blues!

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oh this dracula cy bukan I yang buat, i give u a hint who did it, name damn kolot one, two words ni, 1st word rhymes with gun. =/

so yeong and i, we got the assistance from this brown dog above. bloody cute kan?? makes me feel like getting a dog after STPM (will nv happen dun worry)

and so so, after discussing how we shud do it, cut this and that, paste here and there, draw lines and curves....

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TADAH!!!!

don't kill me yian. u noe i still sayang u kan. =P

Punch out,
Nick

PS: IT'S name is woof-yian

new level

when gaming is brought to a whole new level...





got tired of gaming consoles. so we... actually I first...

then he cuba... but failed miserably.

so we...

then stpm stress got to us.

dun say i didnt update! and asshole, u btr comment.

Punch out,
Nick